26/08/2024

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I have been unable to make notes the past few days, as a mix of lived and suffered life occured. Dealing with threat of potential termination, I have instead mostly been focused on preoccupying with finishing the the book 'Class Matrix' by Chibber, but feeling inadequate largely - two years ago I read 50 books in a year, now I can barely read 15 in a year. Despite conditions being better and feeling more controlled overall, and having more of an energetic life. Yet I lost the habit, and that I cannot regain.

I saw TV Girl, it was very fascinating to see the chasm between their songs in their most recent album, and their 'Tiktok'-popular songs - the former barely anyone sang along, while the latter a lot of girls screeched when they sang them. I wish they would play some old songs from their beginnings, like from the EP Benny and the Jetts. That was their best music, I got a nice band shirt though.